Wednesday, December 27, 2006

How I Wish.....

Hey guys...Been a really long time since I last updated....
So........It's time I give my blog a lil' attention and lovin'..haha...

Oh...I forgot..Merry Christmas ppl and Happy Holidays...
And talking bout hols...I'm like counting down the days to school reopen day...It sucks big time..

Christmas is a time for wishing..heh...So do bare with my long list of wishes...

How I wish....

My grandmother is still alive...
My dad ain't so bias...
My brother would be more mature...
My mum be more understanding...
My sister more sensible...
My dogs have long lives...
I hadn't met Michael...
Kyle be more independent...
I can lose weight faster...haha..
Holidays are longer...
My friends always happy...
More outings for W15f...
For World Peace...
I'd be richer...lol..
I don't dislike my dad so much....
I don't fight with my sister so often...

There are so many I wish...But some things are unavoidable..
I just had a major disagreement with my dad and i'm really really mad at him now...
Like totally mad...
Like I feel like slapping him in the face and tellin' him he's being fcukin' bias...
But I can't...
Simply cause he's my dad...

I hate the way my dad talks to me...
I hate the way he shouts at me when he's mad..
I hate the way he's so friggin' Bias...
I hate the way he thinks he's always right...
I hate the way he ask me to do stuff for him and not be appreciated..
I hate the way he treats my sister and brother better...

I just feel that I'm never appreciated...
Even when I do stuff for the family and does everything he wants me to do...
All I get is scolding and shouting from him...
What the Fcuk...
Why????
This is so bloody unfair...
Can't he treat me better?..
In his eyes..
I'm prolly just rubbish...
If so...why bring me into this friggin' world dude..
If I had a choice...
I'd rather not be in this world...
I'd rather move out..
If I could....

Family????
What the hell....